I haven’t written here for a very long time. Life got ahold of me, I got busy, I let myself get to busy to where I couldn’t make time to even write on my blog..
I know this has happened to a lot of people. I was in a funk for the longest, I was becoming more and more depressed each day. I allowed my pain to take control of my life, I had found a great job, working from home, and on my own schedule. Then I became stressed and overwhelmed by it and needed to take a breather for a while.
We ended up moving due to my husband taking on a new job in a new town. Then I felt the need to go back to work part-time to help my husband the best I could with bills. It felt like we were always drowning in debt, I felt like I was always the one to blame, I have to see a doctor every month for pain and since we can’t afford insurance we have to pay out of pocket each month. So to me, that has added extra stress to us financially.
I got into a reading funk, it was like whatever book I picked up, I just couldn’t get into it, no matter how hard I tried. Then I felt like I wasn’t enjoying reading a book, but pushing myself, so I quit reading for a while.
Then at the end of June, we got a call from the police dept that our son Bruce had passed away in a car accident. It has been 2 months and it still feels like it is so unreal, I have panic attacks and anxiety attacks almost every day. I know there is no time frame on grieving, but I am trying my best to wake up each day and push forward with life.
I am hoping to get back to writing more on my blog. I am going to try to do them better and keep them update. Thank you all so much for sticking around while I was absent.
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